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About Stellar Rosenburg

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    Reynard Fifth Year

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    French Citizen

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  • Age & Birthday
    Fifteen, 11th September
  • Gender
    Genderfluid
  • Blood Status
    Pureblood
  • Height & Build
    5'11", curvy
  • Sexual Orientation
    Androsexual
  • Romantic Status
    Single, Plotted With
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    Guest
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    Phoenix's Tail Feather Core
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    Cameron Clayton (aka Farrah Moan)

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  1. Stellar Rosenburg

    April 26, 2024 - 4th Year I sent a letter to Cordelia to reassure her that I had took care of the situation, although she and Misty insist that I should at least speak with a psychologist about the incident. I will, just to reassure them, but to be honest this pass weeks had been quite relaxing. Now and then Hendrix joins me and Liebe on our walks or in my trips to the woods, although now and then I catch him daydreaming, almost as if he is mesmerized by something or someone, it is a bit annoying specially when we are studying. Or perphaps is just me, I mean I had been enjoying be on my male uniform, or even on weekends, I had not been feeling like put make up or get all dress up, a comfy shirt and a pair of shorts are good enough this days. Might be that, after all he spent most of our school year seeing me dress up in girl garments. P.S. I still have not discover who is that girl he has a crush on, she most be on a class we don't have together.
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    April 10, 2024 - 4th Year My curiosity had spoken louder so I found myself gravitating toward Hendrix more often, to see if I spotted this girl he had feelings for, to be honest, I do not think at this point it would affect me, since Hendrix clearly has his standards and I have mine, so a romance between us would be unthinkable, although, he is a good friend and has been a huge help in my recovery without even he been aware, so the list I could do is make sure he got a good girl to look after him. In fact, things almost seem to return to how they were before the Halloween as if those months of not talking had never been there. I was studying with Hendrix Divination, when I saw Liam, I told him I would be back and grab Liam by the arm and drag him out of the room, now that I think, from others point of view we must have looked like a couple eager to celebrate Spring, yet, they were far from the reality of our situation. We spoke, he tried to plead his case, yet, this time I could not forgive him, so on that day we broke up, officially. I return quite amused, it was as if a heavy weight had been lift of my shoulders. The rest of day I spent with Hendrix, studying and sharing some stories of my life at Germany and Russia, now there was nothing holding back, since he knew that I was genderfluid, and it felt nice to be able to share those stories I was afraid to share in the past.
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    March 28, 2024 I have not spoken with Liam since that incident, in fact, I did not even check if he was still petrified by the hidden groove, I am scared to see him or even confront him, but I know that if he ever comes near me again I will put to use some of those spells I learn at Koldovstoretz! I just need to make throw a few more months and this nightmare will be over, I should contact Cordelia, she might know what to do... Ouh! On the other hand, today as I was changing my clothes (yeah... I had been dressing more often these days the boys uniform) I found Jess crying at the stall, I asked her what was the matter, she told me about everything, that Hendrix broke up with her, apparently he had feelings for another girl... I embraced her and reassure her everything would be okay, although, I am not sure if I was saying that to her or to myself, yet, I could not help to wonder who that girl might be?
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    March 19, 2024 - 4th Year Things between Liam and I were returning to normal, I start to believe he was really willing to wait, yet on this day I was about to be proven wrong, as we walked outside, on my way to Care of Magical Creatures' class, Liam took a shortcut and in that hidden groove he kiss me, I could not help to follow his lead. Yet, the more we kiss the more hungry he looks, like the animals ready to mate, I could tell something did not seem right, I ask him to stop, he did not listen me try to pull my clothes off, I did not think twice and kick him in the groins and quickly cast him a petrifying spell. I sort out embarrassed and ashamed, I barely had time to fix everything until I arrive to class and saw a few glances at me, I took a quick look in my hand mirror and fix the best I could with a few charms I had learned. I somehow felt Hendrix gaze and that was the only gaze I did not want to feel because I knew like the rest of that class he was judging me.
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    March 14, 2024 - 4th Year The first signs of Spring arrival were around, I thought it was the perfect time to head to the woods and harvest a few fresh herbs, on my way to the woods I ran into Liam who asked for forgiveness for being so distant lately and barely hanging out with me, quite true, he had not even shown up to our tutoring sessions, although I assumed it was due to his NEWTs studies, turn out he had felt brush off when I stop him during the Holidays (I knew it!... Why am I not surprised...), yet, he realized that he was being selfish and not think about me or if I was even ready to take that step, so he asked if I could ever forgive him? I honestly do not know if it was the guilt or my mind seeing that as a sign, but I accept his apologies and let me accompany me on my journey. We spoke a bit about the Holidays and some fun experiences in classes, but we kept casual, I admit I was impressed, I thought I would try again something, but he did not, the only thing he did was when he left by the Reynard Entrance to the Common Room, he hold my hand and kiss it and repeat that he would await all time it took for me to get ready.
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    January 27, 2024 - 4th Year I cannot believe I thought of such foolish idea back then, all I needed was a Calming Draught, it was the perfect solution. I had a few books I need it to borrow from the library, and who do I run into? Of all people in that school I had to run into the one I did not want to talk, Hendrix, he was quite optimistic and wanted to hang out. I was blind by jealousy so I reply quite coldly, saying I had no time to hang out since I had a ton of supplement material to read, yet he did not give up that easily and insist to join me, so I harshly said I did not want to be bothered. The moment I said those words I immediately regretted. I swear I could hear his heart shattering as I said that to him, for a brief second I thought to say something, but, I just could not... I would tight my belongings and run past him. If by any chances this journal falls into his hands I hope you can forgive me, Hendrix... For not be brave enough to say what I really wanted to say... My lips said to stay away, but my heartache shouting "DO NOT GO!", I wanted to be your friend again, but above all, I wanted to be the one kissing you...
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    January 8, 2024 - 4th Year I could not wait to get back to Beauxbâtons and give to Hendrix the gift I had in my dorm's trunk, but above all, I could not wait to be reunited with him and hang out just like the early days, before everything crumbled down and we grew distant. I meet with Liam, who was quite stressed due to his NEWTs, so I said I would let him study peacefully since I need to head to the greenhouses ask for permission to clip a few plants for a potion assignment. As I was heading out I saw Hendrix and Jess having a snow fight, I almost join them when I saw them kissing... I ran... I ran as fast I could... Because in my heart I realize two things, I cared for Liam but my heart was still spellbound to Hendrix. I could not let those emotions overflow again in my system... Yet, one cannot choose whose their heart belongs to... But I could trick my heart and a ridiculous idea cross my mind, I would drink a love potion and let my heart be mesmerized by Liam... Or someone else, everyone as long it was not Hendrix.
  8. Stellar Rosenburg

    December 20, 2023 - 4th Year Liam drop by a few days before Christmas since his family was planning to go skiing on the Alpes during Christmas and he wanted to assure I receive his present before the Holidays, we hang out for awhile, Cordelia made some hot chocolate and left us alone, we share a few kisses until his hand lay on my legs, it was all fine, until I felt them moving upward, I gently push him away and told I did not felt ready, he seems okay with that, yet, I did not like the look he had on his face... I hope I was imagining things, perhaps those liquor chocolates had it me strongly on my brain. The truth he did not stay much longer after that, so I am not sure if he got upset. As I took him by the door I notice I had mail, it was a few cards from friends, others were love letters (you think people would stop trying when you are dating someone and yet it seems it is the opposite...) and a few presents, one of them it was from Hendrix, I had not even read the card and recognize his handwriting right away! I hate to admit, but it warms my heart seeing that he still cared for me. I quickly went to my room and wrote a card back, I thought on giving his birthday gift, but I realize I had forgotten the present back at Beauxbâtons, so I told Cordelia I would be back and head to the closest Bookstore to found a copy of "Quidditch Through the Ages", it was the last on store, so I pay and head to the Eeylops Owl Emporium and sent the card and the present, it was a simple note, but hopefully would cross the message that Hendrix was still a dear friend to me.
  9. Stellar Rosenburg

    December 16, 2023 - 4th Year Winter break had at last arrived, I had packed everything since I promise to spend the Yule with Cordelia, it would be our first without our parents, not mention Misty would be around, Cordelia's girlfriend. So I was pretty excited, my sister said to invite Liam, but even though I like him I think is too soon for the two of us to celebrate the holidays together, although, he promised to visit me during the vacations. As I was heading to the entrance I noticed Hendrix & Jess, I do not know why I felt the urge to hide, just in time for they do not spot me, the two were holding hands... Guess I was right, perhaps I should consider a career as a matchmaker instead of devoting to the art of brewing beauty and love potions, well... I could always do both and sell the potions to the customers, right? Ah Lord... I am rambling, I think I need to get out of Beauxbâtons for awhile...
  10. Stellar Rosenburg

    November 25, 2023 - 4th Year Today was the day I was supposed to surprise Hendrix... Yet, I don't think I could face him, especially after not saying a word to him since that day... I confess I had been avoiding him and Liam had provided the exact distraction I need, ever since he began tutoring me advance classes materials I had been overwhelmed with the studies. It keeps me busy and less isolated with my own thoughts, on my way to the library I saw Jess all gleefully heading out. I feel a stomachache, I know I have to right to feel this way, however, a part of me was jealous of her because even if I was no seer, if there is one thing I am good at is to know when others are in love, and Jess had that sparkle in her eyes. I wave at her and lock myself in the stall for an hour, trying to catch my breath and hold the tears back. I told myself I would not cry as I gaze my reflection in the mirror and would accept that there was never a Us in this tale. I retouched my makeup and met with Liam, totally forgetting he had planned a date for us. I want to the dorm quickly change my outfit and decided to enjoy this date as far as possible, after all, Liam did not deserve my bitterness after all he had done for me. The date was lovely, after our stop at a petite bakery, Liam cast Glacious over a lake and took me to ice skating, it was magical, almost like a scene taken from a Russian Ballet sequence. The weather got cold but that did not stop us from keeping dancing over the ice, perhaps I had been wrong, maybe Liam is the one I need after all.
  11. Stellar Rosenburg

    November 18, 2023 - 4th Year Today was Hendrix's birthday and I could not have the courage to face him, not even to give him the Quidditch Kit I had bought for him, since he had always been a pretty enthusiastic with Quidditch, I mean back when we used to talk more often he would ask me a lot of how was Quidditch in trees, since that how Quidditch was played back in Koldovstoretz so when during one of the weekends where I hang out with my sister, as we browse the shops I had found that Kit and thought would be the perfect present for him, and here I am writing in my diary, staring at that wrapped box without any courage to face Hendrix... Perhaps I should step away for awhile and let things how things sort out from this point forward... I think is the wisest thing at this moment to not put him in any sort of pressure. Liam send me a note to meet him up, but I had no will or energy to move out of my dorm, so I send an apologies note and hide under the bed covers, I knew it is silly, but I felt I did not want to be seen or see the world on that day... I end up passing out during one of my crying panic attacks.
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    November 10, 2023 - 4th Year I was about to sit next to Hendrix today, yet, as I saw him deep in thoughts I took another seat, perhaps it was an awful shock... Maybe I should leave him alone, clearly seeing me as a boy had not a good impression on him, yet, I was not sure what to do with the reservation I had made at La R'Mize, it was a surprise for his birthday, since back in the summer we met, Hendrix, mention that restaurant as a lovely place to have a taste of French's cuisine. Sadly, on the 18th there would not be a Town Weekend, so I had to schedule for the 25th... I do not want to cancel but I do not think he would want me to be alone with me, ah! Of course, I could give them to Jessica, she had been confused what to get for Hendrix ever since she discovers his birthday was right next door. I gave to Jess, she was thrilled and asked me how could she ever repay it, I said it was no problem since I could not go out on that weekend because Liam had some big plans for us (he did not have, but I was not telling Jess about what had happened between me and Hendrix, we were friends but not that close.) ,which was not a big of a lie since when I met with him after classes he said he wanted to take me to fancy pastry around town.
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    November 7, 2023 - 4th Year Liam had me taken to watch the meteor shower at the rooftop on the last night, it was a bold move, but he assure no one would catch us, and truth be told, he did not lie, it was a quite romantic evening, we almost fall asleep in each other's arms, we woke up and lucky no one found us. I believe it was almost 2 AM when Liam escort me back to my dorm. The night was magical, but the morning was stressful, I oversleep and only grab my things and ran to my Charm classes and sat next to Hendrix, the class was about to start and I realize I had no quill with me, so I nudged Hendrix and ask if would mind to borrow me one of his quills, he was a bit puzzled but never the less he lend the quill. We did not speak much during the rest of class and at the end, I return the quill and thanks before heading off. It was when I went to meet up with Liam that I figured out why Hendrix was so puzzled when Liam said to me "So today is a boy's day?" I was so worried about not getting late to class that I did not even did my morning routine and show up dress as a boy, yet I approach him casually like I did on the other days... Guess now he knows, this not what I had in mind, but was there ever a proper way to tell him? I did not think much about it, since Liam wanted to use our free time on that day to review a few subjects and if there was time see if I could catch up with the material of his Year Level.
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    November 3, 2023 - 4th Year On the next day when I arrive at my Charm's Tutoring Class I gave Liam an answer, so we start to meet after classes, between our breaks since he is two years ahead of me. I think I saw the other day Hendrix spying on us and I quickly release Liam's hand, but I think it was too late... Well, might be better this way, at least this way I won't hurt more than I would if we ever dated... Now, I know what are you thinking, what if Liam find out? Well, recall that time I felt a meltdown and change my uniforms and looks, Liam saw me entering and exiting the girls restroom, yet, not even once he used that against me, in fact, after I pull my hand he told me this and to not worried because he found amazing lovely the way I look... So on that day as we walk down the shore we share our first kiss... I had never kissed a boy before, yet, I felt his tenderness and thought as he lowers himself to aid my lips to meet his, it was a small kiss but quite wonderful... Perhaps this is love.
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    October 31, 2023 - 4th Year It was Halloween and this was always one of my favorite holidays, that and Mardi Gras, it was the only time I could dress up as girl without the judging looks of others and I think I never told this but I had always a thing for fairy tales, well not due to the princesses tales and more because of the mystical creatures that charm the humans with their beauty, being my fave sirens. So it was no surprise I dress up as one, in fact, during the Halloween ball there were a few elves making small portraits for recall the night and I could not help to ask for one to paste here. Oh! I almost forget, Hendrix invite me to the Halloween Ball, for a few seconds I got scared that the rumors were right, but he assures it was just a casual thing between friends, so I accept. The music was so intoxicating good that I could not help now and then drag Hendrix to dance together, I hate to admit, but I love dancing with him, even if sometimes we were just jumping and shaking our heads, it ones one of the best days I had with Hendrix, yet... No! Let's not ruin this day with bad thoughts. Let me enjoy because this might be the only thing close to the dreams I have and I want to treasure this as wonderful night regardless what the future hold for our friendship. P.S. On my way to the dorm Liam, a boy that I have Charms Tutoring Classes with, ask me out. I was surprised and told I would give some thought and answer to him when my head was more clear. Perhaps this could be a solution to all this.
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